Between Me & My World

Last week mama admitted to APSH. Last time mmg mama ada batu karang dalam buah pinggang but tak la serious. Dr kata batu tu kecik jek, so leh makan ubat and it will disolve. tapi lately nih mama selalu sakit perut. Ari tu after balik umrah mama, papa n fizah balik kg. Suppose diorg balik on Wed (balik sana on Monday) but terpaksa delay sehari coz mama tetiba sakit perut.

So bila dah balik kl papa bawak mama gi jumpa urologist. rupanya batu tu dah turun ke saluran kencing. that's why dok sakit jek perut mama. dr suh buat operation immediately....ops tak la immediate gak coz the next day baru buat operation hehe. mlm tu mama dah start puasa and pagi esoknya mama masuk OT at 10am. Tengahari tu mama ceria je. alhamdulillah...but dah sampai ke petang, dia dah tak berapa selera coz mulut byk ulser. Tak syok la nk makan. Hasilnya kena la masuk air...

next day after dr observed, alhamdulillah mama tak demam and BP pon ok so mama boleh balik. but mama balik with some tube inside dia nye salur kencing. dr kata after a month baru boleh buka.

after balik plak bila mama turun naik tangga jek urine dia ada darah. dia dok risau...kebetulan i ada gi APSH and gi tanya kat receptionist dr tu why jadi camtu. lega bila adik tu cakap its normal. ada yg lagi teruk spanjang tube tu dok dlm badan, depa demam sampai tube tu kuar. kira mama nye kes nih lagi ok la....

semlm mama start sakit perut balik. maybe sebab dia tak boleh nak kunyah food sgt coz ulser dlm mulut dia x elok2 lagi...hope by today everything back to normal.

Dia kan kalau dah sekali berenti plus ngan suma benda yang membizikan diri nih, memang la susah plak nak berblog. Today ku usaha gak sedaya upaya curi sket masa...kalau kat umah la ni time bizi buat revision ngan kiddos pasal skang nih tgh exam mode....

Ni summary dari time i tak berblog ari tu...short kan story...week before exam tuh demam week...it starts with Abbas...on Wednesday i baru nak start lunch, ustazah dia called and told me Abbas having high fever...tetiba jek pasal pagi tu dia ok jek. And dah tau sangat kalau Abbas tu demam, normally dia mmg a bit high la. So after finished my dish, I straight went to his school, fetch him and bawak pi klinik....half day EL la i ari tuh....mana nak nyempat balik opis balik...

Abbas yang tertido dalam perjalanan gi klinik from skool

The next day, giliran mak pak nye plak tak sihat....Abg tetiba sakit tekak cam zaman2 dia ada tonsil dulu....and I plak my pening dh datang balik...so pagi tuh dua2 dok bongkang tak larat nak bangun...dah kul 11 gitu baru larat nak drive and bwk Abg gi klinik. Actually the nite before I dah bawak Abg pi klinik and the Dr nak bagi MC but ada org tu jual mahal, konon cam larat nak pi keje. Yelah dia kan tgh semangat nak keje coz baru masuk from long MCs kan hiks....but takde nye larat....

I plak went to see hemathologist...to do my blood fuul check up... hemo i ok since i pon mmg on iron skang....but there's two more testing yg result nye kuar in 2 weeks time...so tungguuuuuu....30hb nih follow-up skali ngan Abg nye follow-up ngan his Orthopedic...(betui ka eja nih...belasah je la...)

Balik2 je from klinik sepital, Syahmi plak demam....ubat demam dah memang ready je kat umah so bagi terus ubat demam...lembik gak la si kecik nih....then next day ie on Friday both dah boleh gi skolah...owh... Abbas Khamis tu dh pi skolah dh...so I tot end of sakit story la...jemaat malam Abbas went to his Smart Reader tutorial then balik BTP....

denga jayanya kuar dari lab lepas amik darah...tak nangis...cayalah anak mama

Ropenye tak habis lagik sakit mode....the next day ie Sabtu, Syahmi dah tak demam but satu badan naik rashes. Dia dah start menggelinjang kegatalan satu badan....nak bwk pi klinik BTP, bukan panel plak. Kalau anything susah plak nak refer merefer...so we decided to bring him to our normal klinik kat BBA. Dr dgn pantas nye suh bawak dia gi sepital n do the blood test. Elok gak coz musim skang nih banyak nau penyakit pelik2...dipendekkan citer...gi la jumpa Dr Lim kat APSH....dia kata ok jek...from his observation nothing la but nak bagi puashati, baik amik blood test. Rugi sungguh pasal i tak masuk time Syahmi kena amim darah...mak eh ngeri hehehe...but amazingly dia tak nangis...huhu. Alhamdulillah everything's clear....close-up

As i mentioned in previous entry, last 2 weeks Abg had an 'accident' masa main futsal. Baru main 10mins je, pastu I saw abg kuar from court. Actually that day I planned to drive our car and let Abg ride the bike....ntah apsal i rasa cam better i follow dia je. Lagipun bukan lama sgt dia nye futsal...only for 1 hour and at most 1 and half...tak sangka plak nak jadik camni....back to the situation hehe...lepas Abg kuar from court tu, i pegi kat dia and he said that he can't even step on his right foot. Cuaks seiii....apalagi, dia pon suh i bwk dia terus pi ER kat APSH. Kalut drive bawak dia coz kaki memang tak leh letak....and gegar sket pon dah sakit...

Sampai2 je kat ER, i amik terus wheel chair and bawak Abg for checkup...diorg buat x-ray bagai... then Abg kena admitted cause diorg suspect something and have to wait for otopedik (pakar sakit tulang lerr...hehe) esoknya. So bermula la series tido kat sepital...next day Dr said that takde patah or reetak but the ligamen yg twisted. Kena buat physio la...then he said that dalam 6 weeks baru bebetul heal....lama tuh....after one weeks dok kat sepital, Dr gave another week of mc....Monday ari tu gi follow-up, Dr gave anoother one week. The reason coz bila Abg jalan bebanyak je kaki dia bengkak balik....next follow up is on next Monday...will see what Dr say....get well soon Abg....

kaki yang bengkak itu...but dalam gambo tak nampak sangat...
Sakit2 kaki pon boleh lagi nak mem'browse'....yelah, kaki yg sakit kan bukannya tangan hehe

Dah lama tak update blog. Tak sihat sangat. Musim sakit dah bermula. Suma sakit…one after another. Papa balik tu standard org balik hajI, batuk suma ada. Plus ngantuk tu satu hal la. Pastu hari Khamis lps Mama batuk sampai tak leh nak tido. Pastu bila gi klinik Dr kata Mama kena asma. Aik tak penah2 kena but mmg teruk la her condition. Hari Jumaat plak, Papa bawak Mama gi AP but ward penuh. Sudahnya kena ulang alik ER utk amik nebulizer. Pastu Abg give idea, nebulizer machine Che Roz ada ngan kami so suh Papa amik ubat je and leh pakai machine tu kat umah jek. Ye jugak psl kesian Mama, dah la kaki pon sakit lagi. But the ubat tu kuat sgt kot and it cause mama jadi pening and sakit kepala. So after few days teruk sgt, yesterday papa bwk mama gi GIMC and she was admitted. Papa plak ada urusan, so Im taking compensionate leave la for today.

Kenapa org lain tak leh jaga mama? Kisahnya skang ni mmg musim sakit. Kak Long kena asma at the same time ngan mama plus haikal pon start batuk2 since last week. Few days before haikal admitted kat AP ngan kak long. Insyaallah haikal dah blh discharge today. Yati plak dia sendiri pon dah batuk2 gak ngan nak jaga Asyraf lagi. Neni tgh tunggu hari and daoz pon demam gak. I pon demam ari tu and siap kena amik mc lagi senin ari tu. Yang bujang2 suma tgh meneruskan perjuangan(study lerrr)…kat tpt masing2. Tu la yg dinamakan musim sakit. Hopefully suma org, get well soon okesss….

Syamil kena sedut hidung...first step yg buat dia nangis

Abbas and Syahmi dok main...time ni Syahmi tak 'jumpa' Dr lagi
Syamil kena jap....melalak punya la kuat....sian dia sakit
Syamil kena gas gak but dia nak dok atas riba I so no pic...ni turn Syahmi kena nebulizer
Sedih baru lepas jap....but nangis sat je...
Bengkak mata kooo
Syahmi yang manja kena jap
Hasilnya Abg kena dukung Syahmi sampai keta...Syamil dh relax dah time ni...siap blh lompat2 lagi....

Since Day 2 baby kena dok kat Nursery coz kena jaundice. So everytime dia nak susu I need to go downstairs to 3rd floor where nursery located. Actually matternity ward and nursery sama level but currently they renovated their labor rooms, so the wards there dh converted jadi labor and ward pindah ke 6th floor. Gitu la kisahnya. So kalau baby nak breastfeed kul 3 pagi pun I need to go down la....Here's the pics of him masa kat lam nursery....to be exact time I hold him la. Yang gambo kekecik tu when I used my Samsung phone...ntah apsal jd kecik lak gambo....

Muka kekenyangan..but sometimes baru balik bilik setengah jam dia dh nangis balik lapo

Nampak tak scratch kat muka dia, kukunya panjang sgt but tak leh nak potong lagik....ingat nnt balik bar nk potong

His eyes, staring at me...nampak kuning sket mata dia...

Sleeping faces....this one is his latest pic taken this morning. dah nampak chubby...

This pics taken yesterday afternoon, just before I went back home. Baby pun macam tau2 je Mama dia nak balik, time tu jugak he's crying nak susu. Sedihnya bila nanti I balik there's no more my milk for him. I'm going back to BTP to send the kiddos there. So today morning baru meh Ampang balik to breastfeed him. Last night tuhan aje yang tau camana sakitnya when you know the baby need your milk but he's not around. Everytime he wants it, I knew and feel. Sorry sayang...I have to....this morning I dah bagi sus kat dia again and while I post this entry, I'm waiting a call from nursery whenever he cry nak susu I'll b there for him.

So about this pics, ni gamba2 masa they all dh tambah another light to baby. Atas tu light yg mcm biasa plus another one dia mcm bedung to his body so the light will cover bwh badan dia. Hope cara ni dpt cepatkan dia kurang kuning in his blood...Aminnn

Mama cium sket before Mama balik ye... esok Mama dtg ye...

Sleep well sayang...Gonna miss u a lot....

Dr tak bagi baby balik lagi. So when I diskus ngan Abg, we will stay sampai Saturday coz Dr estimate baby leh kuar by this Saturday. Dia kena kan kena jaundice and at the same time dia ada G6PD intermediate. So Dr kata better he stays under the light at least for 4-5 days. Coz this G6PD nye baby blh terus naik graph jaundicenya kalau balik umah awal...meaning tak dok bwh light la. So on Friday, Abah ada keje sket. At first we think of sending them to Mama's. But mlm tu diaorg tido awal so we let them sleep over kat hospital. Sian kat Abg la coz kena share katil ngan kiddos.
Pagi tu masing2 bergelimpangan kat atas katil. Abg bangun awal ngan Abbas gi cari breakfast. I ngantuk yg amat coz baby breastfeed sampai 2 hours baru kenyang. Nearly 6am baru I naik bilik and go to sleep. Nurses masuk pun I dah tak leh nak bukak mata....ni gambo2 yang Abg amik Saturday morning. Ntah bila dia amik pon I tak sure...

Syahmi and Syamil tido tak hengat donia...hehe

Me ....keletihan n ngantuk....ntah bila la pakcik ni snap

Punya la byk foods Abg beli for kiddos...ni kita cum utk lunch skali la kot.

Abbas tgh tengok TV after having his breakfast. Dia ni kalau dah tido awal malam before, mmg akan bangun awal the next morning. This morning baby buat another blood test. The result dah kuar and dia nye graph dah below the jaundice line. But bebetul kat below line. So Dr wanna keep him another 2 more days. Meaning on Monday morning they will do another blood test. Plus Dr tambah another light for him to experdite jaundice dia turun. I feel so sad coz kena tinggal dia kat sepital. I'm going back even baby tak leh kuar lagik....This time I feel really sad sampai I nangis. At this time, I rasa bernasib baik sgt coz ada Abg yang really support me. Ye la, before this I tak penah la tinggal baby masa discharge from hospital. Ni frist time..heheh

Memula masuk ward lagi i told Abg to ask for extra bed...ntah apsal dia tak nak la plak. Sampai la malam still tak nak. Masa mama nak dtg pun Mama ada tanya kekalau Abg nak toto ke for him to sleep. Segan la apa la...hish sian gak kalau susah nak tido nnt sakit badan. Kang lelama demam tak pasal. Kalau dulu asal teman i kat sepital je mesti Abg kena tonsil. But now tonsil dh buang....but still kalu nak demam tu anytime je kan...

At last pujuk la dia suh amik extra bed. I terus called nurse and ask for it. Sib baik ada plus dapat plak tilam tebal. Last time masa Mama admitted Papa dapat tilam yg biasa jek. Masa I nak amik gamba dia memalu la plak hiks. Tapi yang tak bestnya bila dah selesa tido...punya la payah nak kejut tgh mlm. Hope mlm ni senang la sket. Semlm maybe Abg pon tak cukup tido teman i dlm labor....

Malu sampai tutup muka...mcm gambar org bersalah jek hahaha

Pictures of baby on his first day....

With Mama....

Yesterday morning I still go to opis to settle things. Alhamdulillah dah kira sempat la menyerahkan wasiat suma bagai. Padahal dlm keta on the way to office dah terasa sakit. I told baby to hang on at least half day lagi. Hhehe blh plak gitu kan....so 'selamat' la sampai habis office hour.

Kul 10 mlm tadi dah terasa2 sakit. Bila dh 10mins sakit I told Abg to solat Isyak first coz anytime je nak gi sepital. Dipendekkan citer dlm kul 11pm tu sampai hospital.

I dlm labor room. Ni baru je masuk n tukar baju. Maintain lagi coz sakitnya still mild lagi

Sengih la psl tak sakit sgt lagi

Sempat lagi posing

Diorg dah bawak masuk katil baby...actually ni ward yg ditukar jd labor room. Baru ptg tu depa tuka coz actual labor room tgh renovate

Dah kena drip utk cepatkan contraction after Dr pecahkan ketuban at 12am

Time ni dh sakit dlm seminit setengah skali. Nurse tu bagi gas utk tahan sakit which they called it laughing gas....but tak terasa nak gelak pon...sakit ada la..

At this hour dah bukak 5cm so nurse tu dah prepare suma barang2 utk melahirkan. yang dlm tray and tutup kertas biru tu la. Abg siap kena sound jgn sentuh tray tu..hehe

Time ni mmg dah sakit...dh bukak 8cm...mmg sakit belakang...ntah bila Abg snap gambo nih

At 0610 on 11 Nov 2008, lahirlah sorang baby boy yang comel....alhamdulillah dpt bersalin normal...beratnya 3.24kg..kira plg ringan la kalau nak banding ngan abg2 dia

It's a boy again!!!! Tak kisah la asal sihat and selamat....Nama?? We will annouce on 7th day nnt...amik sunat la sket kan....tungguuuuuuu