Between Me & My World

Last week mama admitted to APSH. Last time mmg mama ada batu karang dalam buah pinggang but tak la serious. Dr kata batu tu kecik jek, so leh makan ubat and it will disolve. tapi lately nih mama selalu sakit perut. Ari tu after balik umrah mama, papa n fizah balik kg. Suppose diorg balik on Wed (balik sana on Monday) but terpaksa delay sehari coz mama tetiba sakit perut.

So bila dah balik kl papa bawak mama gi jumpa urologist. rupanya batu tu dah turun ke saluran kencing. that's why dok sakit jek perut mama. dr suh buat operation immediately....ops tak la immediate gak coz the next day baru buat operation hehe. mlm tu mama dah start puasa and pagi esoknya mama masuk OT at 10am. Tengahari tu mama ceria je. alhamdulillah...but dah sampai ke petang, dia dah tak berapa selera coz mulut byk ulser. Tak syok la nk makan. Hasilnya kena la masuk air...

next day after dr observed, alhamdulillah mama tak demam and BP pon ok so mama boleh balik. but mama balik with some tube inside dia nye salur kencing. dr kata after a month baru boleh buka.

after balik plak bila mama turun naik tangga jek urine dia ada darah. dia dok risau...kebetulan i ada gi APSH and gi tanya kat receptionist dr tu why jadi camtu. lega bila adik tu cakap its normal. ada yg lagi teruk spanjang tube tu dok dlm badan, depa demam sampai tube tu kuar. kira mama nye kes nih lagi ok la....

semlm mama start sakit perut balik. maybe sebab dia tak boleh nak kunyah food sgt coz ulser dlm mulut dia x elok2 lagi...hope by today everything back to normal.

Dah lama tak update blog. Tak sihat sangat. Musim sakit dah bermula. Suma sakit…one after another. Papa balik tu standard org balik hajI, batuk suma ada. Plus ngantuk tu satu hal la. Pastu hari Khamis lps Mama batuk sampai tak leh nak tido. Pastu bila gi klinik Dr kata Mama kena asma. Aik tak penah2 kena but mmg teruk la her condition. Hari Jumaat plak, Papa bawak Mama gi AP but ward penuh. Sudahnya kena ulang alik ER utk amik nebulizer. Pastu Abg give idea, nebulizer machine Che Roz ada ngan kami so suh Papa amik ubat je and leh pakai machine tu kat umah jek. Ye jugak psl kesian Mama, dah la kaki pon sakit lagi. But the ubat tu kuat sgt kot and it cause mama jadi pening and sakit kepala. So after few days teruk sgt, yesterday papa bwk mama gi GIMC and she was admitted. Papa plak ada urusan, so Im taking compensionate leave la for today.

Kenapa org lain tak leh jaga mama? Kisahnya skang ni mmg musim sakit. Kak Long kena asma at the same time ngan mama plus haikal pon start batuk2 since last week. Few days before haikal admitted kat AP ngan kak long. Insyaallah haikal dah blh discharge today. Yati plak dia sendiri pon dah batuk2 gak ngan nak jaga Asyraf lagi. Neni tgh tunggu hari and daoz pon demam gak. I pon demam ari tu and siap kena amik mc lagi senin ari tu. Yang bujang2 suma tgh meneruskan perjuangan(study lerrr)…kat tpt masing2. Tu la yg dinamakan musim sakit. Hopefully suma org, get well soon okesss….

Sorry la lama tak mengupdate blog ni. Psl nye the internet connection yang ntah apa2 tu and also ai baru jek balik from cuti2 malaysia....kesian kat bebudak dah lama tak melancong...or mama abahnya yang dh gian...hehe...

On Tuesday, Dr confirmed that Mama nye urat keting putus...OMG...aku cam tak caya je...not only me...org lain pon macam tak caya coz normally yang kena camni is sport person...yg main badminton or sprinter ke kan... but dah nak kena so meaning now is bila Allah dah kata Kun fa ya kun tuh maka jadilah ia....tak payah tunggu aktif sukan...

So Papa pon mmg dah decide nak suh Mama operate and jahit balik the urat la. So dijadualkan Mama nye operation day is Wednesday. Kak Long suppose to go to Melaka with the family ari tu sempat singgah jenguk Mama sat before Mama masuk OT. Mama masuk OT at 4pm. After Mama masuk OT, baru we all gi mkn. Nak mkn earlier sian plak kat Mama yang kena pose. So after 2 hours plus baru la the operation done. Rupanya mmg putus habis urat tu. At first Dr suspect dalam 50% jek yg putus...and now kaki Mama pon dah bersimen la utk tampung kaki yang sakit tuh. Its about sebulan gak Mama kena pakai simen tu...Actually bukan mcm sime yg biasa but simen putih yg boleh nak bukak2. Its just nak kuatkan kaki jek. Dr jangka dlm 3 bulan gak la baru pulih suma skali.

Dalam kul 8.30 baru Mama bebetul sedar and kul 9pm baru Mama blh minum sket after dia dah tak rasa pening. Kaki dia rasa berat la coz ada simen. Now as Im writing this blog Mama dah discharged pon and berehat kat umah. We bought her wheel chair and also tongkat yang 3 kaki tu so that senang dia nak gi bilik air. Insyaallah esok we will get the price for commart chair (betui ka ai eja nih)...niat nak beli gak so that senang Mama nak buang air and mandi.

Hopefully Mama cecepat baik apalagi dah nak dekat pose nih. Sian dia x leh gi solat terawih kat surau/masjid. Korang tolong la doakan skali for her ye...Trimas.

Semalam (Isnin) pagi, Mama called me saje tanya khabar as usual. Aku amik half day leave coz bebudak x bape sihat and aku pon x bape nak sihat sgt. Then after lunch aku gi opis ngan Abg.
Baru jek sampai opis, Kak Long called me bgtau Mama tgh naik tangga tetiba jek kaki dia cam berbunyi cam crack kot...after that terus tak leh jalan...

At that time Papa tgh nak bersiap gi ngajar waktu Zohor kat IPR. So dah tgk Mama mcm tu, Papa pun cancelled ngajar and terus gi hantar Mama kat GI. Datuk Zul tgh meeting so bwk Mama gi ER and Dr kat situ terus suh admit. They will schedule for MRI since mmg tak leh guna langsung kaki tu. They have done the MRI last night.

Today bila Datuk Zul gi check Mama and see at the MRI's result, urat keting Mama dah putus half. He gave 2 options, surgery or simen kaki. Surgery is the fastest way to heal coz dia akan jahit balik the urat. While simen itself amik masa 2-3 month and possiility utk urat tu putus balik ada...so Papa decided to proceed with surgery. So, esok Mama akan menajalani surgery itu...

Me myself akan amik cuti compentionate esok....korang suma tolong doakan Mama yek....Aminnnnn